There is never a way to explain how the tumultuousness of being a Step-Dad can wreak havoc on my emotional stability. At times I am peaceful and then there are times that I feel like I have been used and that I have been a fool. Then there are some days that I actually feel blessed that I can be a father figure even to adult stepchildren. Today is one of those days that I am feeling like a doormat but I know that it will pass and feelings aren’t facts. A lot has to do with how I feel about myself not about what I think my blended family might be taking advantage of. My nature is to be kind but my insecurity at other times can make me feel that what I have always claimed that I am just a figurehead who happens to pay the bills. As I said all things pass.
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